As we experience failures, most of us tend to lose self-confidence.
I didn't realize either, how important my experiences were before.
but now, it is considered the most precious and prized mineral.

Some people that was rooting on me to drop, at the end of the day they have to wake up tomorrow and we have the same life that they had before they wake up today. They have the same personal problems they had today such as bullshit academic career or have no sense of shame about exposing the ignorance. I'm going to continue to do the things that I want to do with me and my others and be happy with that. you ought to feel ashamed of your foolish behavior.